Mark's Farewell and Step Down

I have been on this server since 2nd day of beta.
Best community I have ever experienced
Also the 1st normal player to get promoted.
I always appreciate that.

Which now has changed for me.
The past few weeks I gone through miserable and suffering experiences
Which made me taking pills and i even ended up in hospital getting medication.
If i'd want to take care of myself is to get away from all these drama.

And to stop it, i decided to leave Cosmo.
I love being here but I can't stand the way people are treating me
Treating me like I'm their dogs and dont appreciate w/e i do
Furthermore, almost everyone is doing it to me
So I don't see the point being here when no1 wants me to.

So i'm taking this opportunity to say Goodbye Cosmo.

and I HEREBY STAND HERE TODAY to ANNOUNCE I'M STEPPING DOWN FROM THE STAFF OF COSMOMS

I wish you all the very best and good luck
Goodbye

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im sorry to hear that you were treated like a "dog"
seems like everybody else is leaving the community.


if you have msn mark please add me(:

iareandrew11 at hotmail.com

Mark ... I've never seen anyone treat you like a 'dog' ... ): It could have been just jokes , you shouldn't take that too seriously .
Ditto to Andrew . Everyone seems to be leaving now . It's very upsetting to see , I really hoped this server would've worked out .
-Sighs- Well , we'll miss you Mark <3 & We love you . Take care . I really hope you get better and you start to feel better .

best of luck with life mark.
its a good choice, if you want to get better.

marky? who's been treating you like a dog man? We all love you here <3...I really wish you wouldnt go, but if you need to, go ahead, like everyone else, i will miss you greatly U were a great member of the staff, and righ off the bat when i started you treated me great! You've been a great friend mark, and i am going to miss you best of luck in all of your life's endevours. And mark, take care of yourself please will ya? I dont want you getting hurt or winding up in the hospital again D:. Just be good man I'll miss you
~Sean

Huhwtf? You didn't say no shit about this when I was talking happily with you last night.. omg, how could you just leave like that after what i shared with you I will miss you terribly though... yousuck

Agree with Rachel, You suck for leaving.
Im sorry for calling you dolphinmaidbalrog and just dolphin, You know these are just jokes and we all laughed about it except you.
First i tried to cheer you up, But i only made it worse that way.

For the rest i don't know who's threating you bad, Mabey not on purpose like me. But it can still hurt.

And Mark, Really fight against this depressed feeling you got now. Once you get stuck its hard to get back out, Most people never even reach it out there.
There will be sad and alone there whole life,
Don't think i don't know where im talking about, I've been depressed for over 6 years now, Im doing pretty fine now. But it was a long and hard way and still is, With medication and alot therapie. Also my dad has been depressed his whole life, Under the age of 17 im sure it started. The man is now 62. He never gotten out of it and never will.

So Mark, Don't being a fucking bitch by giving up. You'll regret it. Get better soon!, And keep fighting.
We are all here for you even if it doesn't always feel like that.

Take your time my favorite Dolphin.

Ooh, Did i mention we all love you very very much?
Well we don't. But we do care about you, Alot!

'Yousuck'

Yes i do...coz im a slut....i dont want to be around people who treat me like a bitch...its just gonna make myself worse.

Mark wrote:'Yousuck'

Yes i do...coz im a slut....i dont want to be around people who treat me like a bitch...its just gonna make myself worse.

Don't take it so fucking serious, And don't be so dramatic...
I can't stand it if people take them self down like this while everyone is trying to help.
Your not only hurting yourself Mr.selfish, But also the people that care about you.

If you wanna play this way, Than fine.
I take back what i said and wish you the best fucking luck.
I don't help those who don't wanna be helped, Who rather only care for there own.
Might look like the best way, But it leads to nowhere, Beside lonelyness and depression.

Mark wrote:'Yousuck'

Yes i do...coz im a slut....i dont want to be around people who treat me like a bitch...its just gonna make myself worse.

Get ahead in life, dont take everything everyone says to heart.
and what michelle said.

Btw we are on the internet, dont take anything serious on here.
most often

go ahead and say what u want...what ur saying basically tells u dont deserve to even be in this situation -.-

Mark wrote:go ahead and say what u want...what ur saying basically tells u dont deserve to even be in this situation -.-

Im not fully gonna repeart myself, Only this. The hard way.
Mark, Stop being so dramatic,
Stop taking things so seriously on the internet,
Stop taking yourself down,
Stop being mean to the people who try to help you BESIDE me,
Stop being selfish to protect your own sorry ass.

No sweet helping talks, I tried that and it didn't fucking work. We all tried.
Again apology to everyone else, But i can't handle crap like this.

Goodluck in your situation Mark. I won't respond anymore on this topic. Its a waste of my time.

Mark wrote:go ahead and say what u want...what ur saying basically tells u dont deserve to even be in this situation -.-

May I ask what you meant by that?
cuz that seems to me like Im not worthy to be in your situation(?)

doesnt make sense..

Onkel wrote:

Mark wrote:go ahead and say what u want...what ur saying basically tells u dont deserve to even be in this situation -.-

May I ask what you meant by that?
cuz that seems to me like Im not worthy to be in your situation(?)

doesnt make sense..

What he tried to say was, You will never feel the pain he's going thru.
But im not going to waste my time explaining how wrong he is in my case.
Only replying to clear up what he ment to say.

@michelle ah thanks.

and mark, you dont know everything about everyone.
trust me I've been thru shitloads, aint gonna write everything
down and explain cuz that shit just tears my apart just from bringing up.

But dont think your alone with BIG issues.

Onkel wrote:@michelle ah thanks.

and mark, you dont know everything about everyone.
trust me I've been thru shitloads, aint gonna write everything
down and explain cuz that shit just tears my apart just from bringing up.

But dont think your alone with BIG issues.

Nothing to add, Nicely said Onkel.